its breathtaking to enter 2010 with a blink of the eye already... time passes us unexpectedly mercilessly indeed and age creeps on you without you knowing like coup de grace....?
i end 2009 with lots of emotions. memories and mixed feelings; at the same time, with innermost heartfelt intense gratitude. Before i get complained about being longwinded, to surmise 2009, it truly has been a rollercoaster ride; may i be humbled to use, how the world rided the economy? it comes to my memory as i write is, that the road that's straight is also narrow. from riding the "driver's seat" into the sky lines to dropping back to earth into the earth's core and back to reality again. my description: Intense, Exciting, Exasperating, Breathless, Touching, Joyous, Tearful, Heartbreaking, Heartwrenching, Nervebreaking, Angered, Confused, Ignorant, Oblivious, Challenged, Emotional, Mixed, Lost, Speechless, Found, Taught, Given, Reunited, Reconciled, Forgiven, Loved...
Positive Celebration and Praise becomes precious when you know you cant do them. Forgiveness and letting go becomes powerful when you know you cant do them.
Prayer and Surrender becomes a part of you when you know cant do them.
Love becomes you when you know you cant do them.
Lastly, there's many people that i want to thank for making a HUGE difference in my life and drawing beautiful strokes in my life painting. I cannot offer anything in return for your footprints but to say thank you and i love you all. you guys will surely receive a reward that is due to you because of what you guys did. As i was talking to my beloved manager today, it brings to my remembrance that "it is not how one starts the race, but how one ends the race." I want to remember if possible, all the beautiful carvings enacted into my memories, every little acts and gestures of kindness and love showered. To reminicse all of them and if possible return them with "compounded interest" to you all. The best has yet to come...
Together, lets live out our dreams with our borrowed lifes... i owe my life to every single one of you out there. Many Many Thanks... :)
starfield-unashamed
*a love that one cant explain....*
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
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