Monday, February 22, 2010

A New Beginning~

Oops~ i just realized that i have not updated my blog for a good 2 months! talk about faithfulness... oops~ sorry... :x

WimpyKid wishes you all a Happy Lunar New Year and Romantic Valentine's Day! :) Have been very busy lately due to studies especially! was quite sad coz my exam fell on the 7th day of CNY! :( thats the problem when you study a overseas Uni whose holidays do not coincide locally. haiz~ nvm~ its over... feeling a lil' depressed coz although the paper wasnt difficult.. simply don't understand how the school wants students to write quantitatively when you give us a meagre 2hrs 25mins to pirouette on and answer 1 essay qns and 3 short qns... and sadly... i couldnt finish my paper... by the time im done w the essay qns.. i used a good 1.25hrs.. whatever!! >,<

anyway, time really flies... back to reality after a good CNY and all that mugging, i realize that i... would... be... COMPLETING MY STUDIES IN ANOTHER 5MONTHS TIME!~ wooohoooo~ :D

when you look back, you liken the period that it was all "yesterday" but come to think of it.. i have been through this Life-cycle of working and studying for a good 4yrs+ and 4.5yrs upon completion... of course i know by the time i finish, my emotions/feelings/thoughts/etc would be of another level but RIGHT NOW! i feel that it really looked like very long and also very short :x (contradictoRy~ but life's a contradiction sometimes.. :p)

i was talking to my mum few days back, then it really seemed like a long time when you review the process itself. but i have to say, all is very well worth it. although she said that if i stayed on working in my 1st job (aft my NS), i would have travelled to countless places and yet, i laughed in my heart coz she don't know how much im currently earning @,@" wahahaha~ so funny~ i laughed coz i never forget how i slogged and worked my lungs and hearts out to earn a sub-std salary. although it was proli the best years of my life (fun!) where i made worthy friends and mentors, i worked like a REAL vampire, going for literally no leaves for 3-4mths and my house was like a hotel. lol~ really really memorable. i really appreciate those friends and mentors even till today because they showed me strength, courage, support, help and opportunities.

truly, the beginning is not important but going through the process and pressing on to the prize at the end that really matters. have i not decide to pursue a longer route, i think i would not have gain much and acquire companions that have helped me sacrificially on the way. BUT! even after this Jul, it doesnt end but a new beginning, route, chapter unfolds!