Tuesday 7/7

went for Dr A.R Bernard's leader's meeting today. jus came back not long ago. i think its really a great message shared by Dr Bernard. i feel alot of drive and if only i can retain all that was thought by him. i think proli i'll start confessing and thinking about everything that's being taught today.

i feel that i really have so many things i needa review myself about especially in the area of the accountability matrix. sadly, the truth hurts but it allows room for growth and improvement. i think i belong to the category of having the right behaviour and yet not achieving. although at first i thought," at least i'm having the right behaviour" but sadly, i'm pulling others down. sigh~

i want to breakout of this and be an achieving person! i think i'm slowly entering the state of crystallization and i thk god i receive a word in season to stop me fr sinking further. its high time i got back to doing the first works and seek revelation and brand new ideas to get myself pumped up and motivate my people!! "sanctify myself so that my people can be sancitfied through Me"

its always impt to return to our roots so that we remember who we are and where we come from. it serves 2 purposes. Mainly to remember the hard times we went through and secondly, the good times we experience and never to forget both.

likewise for leadership. with leadership comes dedicated authority. sometimes we see how our managers (example) function and we form certain forms of views that leadership incorporates some aspects of hypocrisy. but it was not so to begin with when leaders are made. there's this complementing, no, rather, a vital characteristic of " the higher you go, the lower you also will go"

we all tend to be consumed by the authority, power that we've gotten and want to make people serve or work for us but the matter of a fact is, the higher we climb, the more we should serve others and this we call it dedicated authority where we're responsible for the authority bestowed to us.

so many a times, we see leaders fall and we wonder why and how can we avoid such things if we ever become a leader ourselves. indeed, its our character that sustains us. "our attitude will determine our altitude". we can use all sorts of ways to rise to authority but will we be able to sustain there? i leave the answers to you.