WOOT!

been a long time i since updated my blog... man... talk abt faithfulness :x guess its abt time to start the habit of blogging again... 2 mths... wat a rollercoaster ride once again... one quote to surmise these 2 mths," humans, the source of problems; as well as the source of solutions..."

foremost, personal aspects, tough, extremely tough... "you cant gain something without first paying the price." this very essence of it is just nerve-breaking. for once, when making critical decisions come in play... you jus wish that there would be an easy way out and suddenly its all like extremes and far-fetching... at times, it mayb comforting to know some people are still on your side and some are not. circumstances seriously purges your friendships/relationships and real ones stick by you... you noe tt you neednt do much, even when you are wrong, they dont shoot or gun you down but instead, learn to share your sentiments and have at least, slight empathy or try to pull u to a macro-view.

i still remember, jus recently, i knew something amiss was going on alrdy and yet instead of making assumptions/accusations or even want to be fast to correct, i readjusted my stance abt the entire issue. reason being, a good leader accomodates even thought his/her people makes mistakes. this very essence came to my reminiscence. you know that although he/she did wrong, instead of being judgemental or quick to correct, you love them still even they are wrong and you think of ways to guide them and help them to see and learn... as such, thru this eventful incident, i was taught to be more gracious and to love him/her no matter what. the old me, rash, muddleheaded, judgemental, quick-tempered, hot tempered. yes im still like tt but instead, it took me to review and take a small step back to think and recompose my stance and thoughts. indeed love is patient, kind and long-suffering...

tt aside, im putting things down and trying to take new things up alrdy because i know im not a model and good leader... i love my people, no doubt about it but sadly, im not gd enuff to be on top because it takes character and consecration which i dont think i have 'em. still, i love you all and will always be there for every single one that i know you treasure me as much i do... mayb not yet, mayb not ready, mayb afraid, mayb too hard, or simply not good enuff i guess... remember, you guys are what gives me strength to carry on...

(b)
緊緊擁抱唯一的你
無可救藥的堅定
就算世界與我為敵
我也願意
我什麼都願意

alrighty! time for me to hit back at my work... i was extremely disappointed about someone with something and it has affected me so adversely tt im gonna work so hard now. im very sorry because you just offended me tt bad tt i feel extremely sorry for you. yes, you may think its for the betterment of me but sadly, its so so wrong.... :)